| fuck you and your little dog too |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|03:42 am] |
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i dont care if anyone reads this.i really dont.
blah blah blaah
goooooooooood(bad)night! |
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| I am |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|02:55 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dirty techno | ] |
I am not glass...i hate being treated like im going to break at any moment.
I am not a brick wall...you cant say whatever you want to me.
I am not rubber and you are not glue.
fuck this noise.Fuck you hollywood.Fuck you familiar faces.Fuck you andre. |
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[Mar. 30th, 2007|01:30 am] |
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| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tick tock of the clock | ] |
i havent been this stoned in a long time.i just made voice memos of me talking about things i thought and did.it was fuckinginsane.i was going to post a serious blog but,wow i cant even do this right now. |
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| stopping by to pass by...and then leaving again...and then coming back. |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|10:40 am] |
I forgot i had LJ.The strangest thing is going back and reading my old posts.It all feels like a lifetime ago.Just to let you all knowl:I'm not dead.Although i have been acting like it lately.Although many of you probably dont care.I highly doubt anyone will read this actually.I highly doubt i will ever know, because i dont plan on coming back onto LJ.Too many memories.I think ill send out LJ to the trash with them.Just like i do to everything else.But in case anyone does read it.I love you.and i always have. |
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| my little beagle |
[May. 16th, 2006|11:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | elevator music- continually playing in my head | ] |
rest in peace kelly sweetman.
my little (big) beagle....i love you....
my parents put my puppy to sleep today. i just found out.
i didnt get to say goodbye...i hate not saying goodbye.
and you rarely ever get the chance beforehand...its always just taken away without any
notice...couldnt they have just told me so i could see her one last time?
Blah.
dreams |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 4th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
viva la revolucion!
really.
happy CINO DE MAYO!!! |
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| anxious |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|02:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | upstairs | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none | ] |
what about my future?
will i leave orange county, i fucking hope so.
will i leave the united states, i fucking hope so.
i cant help but think that theres so many places in the world id rather be.
I cant wait until my life starts for real.
and it makes me wonder, do we live for the present, or for the future.
Is the present ever really that good, or is it just in passing to get to the future.And when we do get where we are going, what then?Will we always be going through the motions everyday...expecting things, and planning what we will do next? Am i crazy...thats a statement and not a question, because i know that i am.Where do we go, and what do we do there? |
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| attention everyone i know |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|03:14 pm] |
I LOVE NOLAN>>>>>>.........................................................this much<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
and thats real |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|10:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Your ex-lover is dead- Stars | ] |
i make coffee....you drink coffee....come see me....keep me company or something....coffee grove....ralphs shopping center....is it a date? Shit just starts coming together....things that werent so right, become perfect....and life goes on....and at this rate, im happy. sigh.
,dreams |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
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life is pretty good...seriousley,when do i wake up from the dreamlike state i have been in for the past 5 days?never i hope.love. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2006|02:30 pm] |
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who wants to go shopping. |
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| its da sport court party |
[Mar. 5th, 2006|09:23 pm] |
i dont mean to toot my own horn....but, toot toot....i throw a mean party on my sport court. I was a little concerned with the fact that my parents were there and all of my friends and i were trashed....but overall, IT WAS THE SWANKIEST PARTY OF THE CENTURY....or at least the month. Paris Hilton was uhhhmazing, As well as the district. If you came, i hope you had a good fucking time, and if you didnt, thats tragic. So im sorry that the wet t-shirt contest didnt happen, that would have been a turning point in the party world as we know it. But my dad said "katie, cut out the titty stuff" so i did. I had a really good time and i want to let everyone know that my birthday was really fun thanks to my wonderful friends. I LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MOON AND BACK.
<3 dreams |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 2nd, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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my birthday was a disappointment...i am the ungrateful child |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|02:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | misery is a butterfly | ] |
i need a vacation. |
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| i love/hate valentines day... |
[Feb. 14th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | love | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Paris Hilton - O.C. Rox | ] |
today was wonderful, got to be with him all day, almost.
but we do that everyday, almost.
february 14 a reason for girls to get pissed and have a fit if their boyfriends/husbands dont make it special enough.
I think that people in a relationship should do nice things for eachother everyday...i.e. Bringing them a meatball sandwich, or writing them a love letter.
and another thing, why is it that i have no control when it comes to not buying people gifts for stupid holidays...
we decided we wouldnt get eachother anything, but did i abide, NO.
oh well, best Valentines day yet...Damn you chocolate companies/Halmark/Necco (makers of those fucking word hearts), for inventing a fake holiday to boost the economy.
who wants to party this weekend...i mean its only tuesday, but i just want to have something to look forward to this weekend. |
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| hoes on coke. |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|01:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MC hammer- too legit | ] |
saturday night:
Mike: ok everyone, now this guy is going to pour beer on this guys nuts. (the crowd goes wild)
it was a good weekend.
i love it when ryan comes home.
i always have so much to do when hes here.
Sport court party, bacon wrapped hotdogs, swap meet, french fry fest, east LA,jungle juice, paris hilton, memphis (not)....
mckinchugets
i miss you already. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2006|10:56 pm] |
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IF YOUR GOING TO MCDONALDS WITH ME....DONT EXPECT TO PAY FOR ANYTHING.and that is final.......new years was sooooo dank, nolan and i, like a synchronized fountain of pur gorrrrrgeous threw up together at the same time into the same trash can, i drank alot, and woke up to the most handsome guy in the world....what more could a girl ask for? |
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| its almost christmas |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|01:50 am] |
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the words i say the most in my head are the most impossible to say outloud...why am i so scared to say the things that need to be said most...and i mean that in every aspect of my life... things that are true because they are, and not because people say it, or dont say it... life is a strange thing...isnt it weird when you want to say perfect words at what you think is a perfect moment, and then the moment passes because your scared. |
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| blood and money |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|10:18 am] |
does anyone else feel like they spend too much time in overpaid Doctor's offices or is that just me who ends up there once or twice in a week.I hate dr hill.i dont know if i have hated another human this much.and im scared to death of the needles they prod me with just to check up on fucking nothing.
today is like a nightmare. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
do you ever feel like your life is going 90 miles an hour and your headed for a brick wall?
i do.why are bad habits the hardest to break? |
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